Disruptive Peace

disruptive-peace:

“Silent in the cool of this night, I write these words
at this very moment as we watch the same stars though
in different skies but in similar sighs as we are so
close yet so far away…and yet our conversations replay
in my mind and stay close by me. Close I see you in
my proximity, the first moment we are given to make
that be, and can you see all the places you want me
to kiss you…bliss you into submissive moans that
harmonize to the rhythm of my lips touching the many
places I explore of you…take a tour of you…travel to
even the deep and hidden places and open new doors
of you.

Sound breaks the silence of the night and the cool is
replaced by the heat we being to create, even as desire
has become the fate of this interaction, and I had to take
action and stop to write this for you, and not just to right
this for you, for any wrong I may have said, though the
only lying will be upon the bed, beside you…inside you,
make the real the dream and the subconscious the waking
true.

Time seems just a ruler that can only measure its own
height, but we stretch beyond even imagination, and the
elation of this vibe defies what’s supposed to make sense
and I sense you feel that way as well…but why analyze
when we can tell that the best way to understand is to
let reason stand aside and abide in this glow that we make,
and for their sake, others should shield their eyes, and
the wise must re-learn what makes this flow so fast.
Nothing from the past to explain this pattern, so like
a new math equation, we move like one instead of
two.

The rhyme is through…I just want you”

–Ahmed Sirour

You weren’t perfect but you made life worth it
Stick around, some real feelings might surface
Been a long time since I spoke to you in a bathroom
Gripping you up, fucking and choking you
What the hell was I supposed to do?
I know you ain’t getting this type of dick from that local dude
And if you are I hope you have a good time
Cause I definitely be having mine
And you ain’t finna see a mogul get emotional
Every time I hear bout other niggas is strokin’ you
Lying, say I hit you, he sitting there consoling you
Running my name through the mud, who’s provoking you?
You should be grateful a nigga like me ever noticed you
Now you noticeable and can’t nobody get control of you
1AM and can’t nobody get a hold of you
I’m calling your brother’s phone like what was I supposed to do?
Even though I knew, he never told the truth
He was just gon’ say whatever that you told him to
At a certain point I had to stop asking questions
Y'all got dirt on each other like mud wrestlers
I heard he bought some coke with my money
That ain’t right girl
You getting blackmailed for that white girl
You always said, “Yeezy, I ain’t your right girl”
You’ll probably find one of them “I like art”-type girls
All of the lights, she-was-caught-in-the-hype girl
And I was satisfied being in love with the lie
Now who to blame, you to blame, me to blame
For the pain and it poured every time when it rained
Lets play the blame game